More Than Words

yay

2005-10-10T21:59:34Z

ok quick update...

dating rachel...fuckin amazing, i love this girl to death, we're so much alike...we have 2 sons, romeo and othello...yay...

friends with megan again, kinda...yea long story with that...

ummm..back in ny missin my ct girls....

yea thats basically it

quick

2005-09-21T03:20:13Z

girl drama...AH!

need to find a costume...Peter Pan!!!

miss CT like crazy...miss my girls...

sick...

work is okay...

head spinning...

yea...done

more_than_air @ 2005-07-16T03:33:00

2005-07-16T07:34:34Z

i love molly bostic

enough said

more_than_air @ 2005-07-09T05:11:00

2005-07-09T09:12:28Z

wtf...girls..are...fucking..confusing

i wish...for once..they would actually express how they really feel

quicky

2005-07-02T07:16:34Z

ok quick update...

living in CT with the most amazing girls (and 1 guy) that i have ever met

things are so crazy right now, but oddly enough, i'm loving every minute of it

don't miss NP at all...just some of the people

i love my roommates...

i love my job

i love my life right now

the end

more_than_air @ 2005-05-23T23:35:00

2005-05-24T03:35:46Z

i don't even know what to write...kinda confused...but happy...i don't know..it's weird...sleep time

more_than_air @ 2005-05-22T04:53:00

2005-05-22T08:54:30Z

this past week has been crazy...

moving to danbury soon..yay!

i miss mere...and the ladies of course...fun times man i tell ya...

the countdown starts 10 days and counting

more_than_air @ 2005-05-18T12:23:00

2005-05-18T16:23:49Z

THIS FUCKIN SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get the point?????????

WCSU

2005-05-18T15:20:46Z

omfg, the past few days have been awesome...so brief summary...

sunday: drove down to talk to megans ex mere to talk about how megan is a two faced dirty hoe...ended up getting high as fuck with Lauren, Kelly and Marcia (the most amazing roommates in the world)...ended up sleeping over...

Monday: woke up mad early (mere had a test)...hung out...realized that i liked mere...bought her a rose...we kissed...ended up spending the night again...

Tuesday: went home in the morning for work...drove back to CT...hung out...realized some more things (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!)

wednesday: just woke up...kelly left..the girls are sleeping...my head is spinning...

thats it...and most of you know me well enough to know what the fuck is going through my fuckin head right now...so yea...going to work tonight then hopefully coming back down here...oh yea...and hopefully mere will stay in CT this summer in an appartment with the girls...because that basically means i'd be living in CT all summer with my baby...YAY!!!!

Kelly, Lauren and Marcia are 3 of the most fuckin amazing people...so glad I met them

weird

2005-05-11T06:29:22Z

Your Birthdate: October 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects.

You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details.

Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible.

Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show.

This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible.

In friendships you are very cautious and reserved.

You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

yea these things are fuckin right on...

tired

2005-05-09T08:51:38Z

i am so tired..it's 4:45am and i just got home from work about 10 mins ago...my back is fuckin killin me...thinkin sucks by the way...i can't even sleep because i forced myself to stay awake at work...me workin in a bar is totally not a good thing..lol...just kiddin...i miss...well...yea...there ya go...meeting up with tara tomorrow...finally...i have to be up in 5 hours...that's fuckin disgusting...it's my only day off (i might have to work thursday) and i can't sleep in...all well...seeing tara is worth lack of sleep...plus i can just come home and sleep before i go out at night...wing night????...bridgette asked me to take her to the wave one weekend..so we're gonna work our schedules out and go soon...she might bring some of her friends and hopefully sam with go...it's def gonna be interesting..we're trying to con adam into going..lol...that would be a trip and a half...saturday night was awesome at work...we all had so much fun...when i get the pics i'll update my webshots...sleep time

i wanna go shopping thursday around 2ish...anyone wanna go? call me....

more_than_air @ 2005-05-03T23:40:00

2005-05-04T03:40:55Z

this is some fuckin shit...well...she won...she got what she wanted...she got back at me in the worst way...and i lost it...o fuckin great

this is some serious bullshit...whatever...hope they're happy together

more_than_air @ 2005-05-02T18:23:00

2005-05-02T22:23:49Z

fuck this shit...

kill me please

2005-03-28T21:31:26Z

Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.

hehe

2005-03-14T01:34:37Z

i love my wifey....

i love my friends....

i hate my job....

but i love my wifey....

the end

more_than_air @ 2005-03-01T04:00:00

2005-03-01T09:01:14Z

i hate drama...the end

megan

2005-02-23T03:29:19Z

megan...i love her...she's so amazing...she gets me..and that's the best part...we're friends on top of wifeys....yay...she's everything i could have ever asked for...

"I'm gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I'm all about
I love to love you out loud "

yea

2005-02-13T22:40:09Z

ok..so i haven't updated in like 405.839374 days...so quick one

told mollz off...yay

saw kel last night....bigger yay

sarah and joe: you're my brother(S) from another mother

meg is...hehe

meg is currently staying with me till things cool down at her house...which is good and bad at the same time...bad part: things suck with her rents and it's stressin her out good part: she gets to stay with me

work was actually really awesome today...CA and i had a heart to heart and it was just really nice...she gave me 2 hugs...which really surprised me...

getting a second job and possibly considering getting an appartment with a few people...any interested?

haven't quite told my mom that i'm not joining the army yet...

told mom that i was prego and meg was the father...we laughed so hard at that one...

things are going pretty good right now...yay...ok...gotta go...

peace ngs

fuck

2005-02-04T04:51:05Z

if shit doesn't change fast..i'm gonna go fuckin crazy in like 2.2....

done

whoa

2005-02-03T05:39:39Z

ok...quick update

totally falling for meg...duh

been incredibly emotional lately

Sarah is my love for life...FYI

I miss Kelly...a lot

i have to make the biggest decision of my life within the next few months...

scared shitless to let myself fall in love again....damn

completely over molly......YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

realizing how much my family and friends mean to me....incredibly intense past few days....

today is megs birthday...i'm going to see her..i think...she actually called me and demanded that i come down...kinda weird...don't ask long story

talking to David P...haven't talked to him in like forever and a fuckin day...

i think i'm actually done with HS..i find out next week...

sleep time for me..i have to be up in 6 hours...even though i probably won't sleep

love u all...especially you SB...bonding time lately has been amazing...

Kel, I miss you...come home soon

my week

2005-01-28T04:48:45Z

ok....who loves Meg? Because I think I might!!!!!!!

okay so yea...for those of you who don't know..i have a new girlfriend...her name is Meg...she'll be up this weekend...even though she's been here the past 2 days....and those of you who met her...honest opinion please? she's...whoa

so yea, just read molly's journal...apparently she read my profile...which has meg in it...and she flipped...lol..i think it's so funny..is that wrong? she dumped me, she "moved on", almost a year later i did, i found someone so..perfect...and she's pissed..i think it's the funniest thing in the world...and ya know what...normally i'd go running back...but i dont fuckin care anymore...she's outta my life and i'm so fuckin happy about that...i have Meg...i don't want Molly...i don't need her...i'm done with her forever...Meg is mine and that's perfect....yay!!!!! props to me

ok...so yea...time to sleep...must be in SV by 1:30ish tomorrow...Meg's spending the weekend...

o yea, i don't have my cell anymore..if you need me...call the house...or if you're lucky enough to know megs number...call that this weekend...

i work sat 9-4 and sun 6:30-3....so yea...don't call meg or my house then...peace ngs

for the record.....

2005-01-23T05:56:59Z

ok...for the record...let's see:

in the past 2 days I have:

-totalled my car
-nearly killed my best friend
-missed more fuckin school
-wasn't there for my bff like i should of been because i was going crazy
-smoked myself completely retarded
-got sick
-pissed off more people than i thought humanly possible
-got told off by my ex fiance
-got into a fight with my ex girlfriend
-o wait..this is the best one:
managed to fuck up one hell of a friendship because o wait...NEWFLASH: i'm a FUCKIN RETARDED ASSHOLE!!!

so let's all clap for me....yay yay yay!!! i have managed to fuck up everything in my life before i leave for basic training...rock on...Molly was right, i'm a fuckin loser...

o yea..and don't bother trying to comment on this...taking that function the fact off...

take care....bye

rarrr

2005-01-20T19:46:53Z

two things:

1: girls are bitches

2: i got my braces off...yay!!

done

my life...my choice

2005-01-12T05:56:37Z

okay...this is my venting...DO NOT COMMENT...

yes, i am joining the United States Army....yes yes yes..i def am...i understand that everyone is just concerned and blah blah blah...but this is why i'm getting so fuckin pissed off...

it's my life....my entire life, i've done things to please other people...and i got yelled at for it by most people...and now, i'm finally doing something that i want to do...and i'm getting more shit than ever....and i honestly don't want it...i appreciate the fact that i have people who care about me..i really do...but i want this...more than anything...and for once, i'm taking care of me First....shocker right...when i left my recruiting station today, i was so happy, i couldn't stop smiling...so please just don't bother me with the negativity..i've made up my mind...and the more people that nag me, the quicker i want to leave...this is a great opportunity for me...no one made this choice for me...i made it myself...

it's so stupid that this is causing such a huge deal with my friends...i actually got into a fight with Anca...and if anyone actually knows who i'm talking about, then you'd be shocked...i got so mad tonight i just walked out of Oasis...because i didn't wanna yell or do anything...so i walked away...and that's how i'm gonna be with everyone else..if you start, i'll walk away...i wish i had one person who understands...just one person that i can talk to about this..and i do..but he is in basic right now...

in other news....today was a good day...it started off sucky...but got good, which i was really happy about...played board games with kel and kyle...yay...i am the war queen...lol..my car is in the shop, so i have my truck..yay!!!! i think i'm gonna go to sleep now, kel and i have to get up at 6:30 to do the horses...then i have another long ass day...i love the snow...

so please, don't take anything i said offensively...it's just me being me...i'm sick of people making my decisions for me...i want this..i'm not asking you to be all for it, i'm not even asking you to accept it..i'm just asking for you to understand it...and understand that no matter what you say, i'm not gonna change my mind...i love you all...but this is something i need...for more reasons than everyone knows...so please...don't waste your breathe unless you're gonna sit down and have a calm conversation with me about it...otherwise, i don't wanna hear it...

good night, i'm done, good bye

umm...so yea

2004-12-28T05:11:37Z

ok...this past week has been interesting...spending most of my time with Kel

went to the FD tonight..yay...ANCA!! she's on the fire department...i told her that she has to marry me now..she's a bartending fire fighter...rock my fuckin sox...and the best part...I GOT HER NUMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay!! PROPS TO ME!!!!

yayayayayaya....ok so yea...FD should be fun fun times...especially with A!!!!

sex? maybe? i don't know....my cheerio gets out tomorrow..i might go see her sunday and hump her over and over again...yay!!!

i miss mollz, all well...i hope she's having fun in Vegas....ttyl

night ya'll time to "sleep" with kelly